Tuesday, 9 October 2012

AUTUMN MEMOIRS




The city sighs smoke and soot
The boughs bend on melancholy weight
Fog thickens in the foliage grim
And I sulk on my lonely perch.

Smoke hangs on my dreams
Like dirty rags on the line.
Left behind by the migrating mates
I sit, nursing my wounded wing.

The roads smell of decaying mire
The gutters run with spittle and stool
I do not want to flutter around
In the depressive autumn filth.

Where the meadows are ever green
Where the sunshine is molten gold
Where the fields are ripe for harvest
Where my mates sing and prance
Where the song of my loved one
Rise in the moon-lit nights,
Where my  young ones sweet
Ride the bovine backs and tweet:
To those memories my heart aches
And from restless broodings I wake
To the bland feelings of twilight air.

When the dark clouds shroud the horizon
My expectations fall like autumn leaves
To be stirred round and around
By the north-wester winds


Scribbled when left alone in the great city

Sunday, 7 October 2012


An anonymous tourist left this for you and me to read before he took his fatal plunge off The Green Valley view at the land’s end of Kodaikanal.
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The Suicide Point


The mist billowing from the plains
Washed the granite face of the cliff.
The blinding white expanse
Grew denser with the drizzle.

The wet sunlight got scattered
Thickening the opaque whiteness.
Nature stood shivering -
A graying man on uncertain feet.

A thousand dragons from the plains
Blew their misty venomous winds.
The pines guarding the bottomless pit
Stood shivering, lining the ledges.

I stood on the land’s virtual end
And peered down the dizzy depths.
The gust of wind from the abyss
Raised the veil of mist awhile.

The smoky purple face of the valley
Lit up, pale in the dim sunlight.
It beckoned me down
And I converged into a point.

I saw the coordinates of Life and Death
Meeting at the edge of the cliff.
My body trembled and vision grew hazy
As the expanse beckoned me down.

A  sudden vertigo seized my limbs
And sent me flying down the cliff.

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Monday, 1 October 2012

How pleasing is the sight of a horned beauty on a sultry day in a muddy pond, ruminating under the bright sun, eyes closed , without cares and worries……….





  I        am         a           buffalo



I always think of myself as a buffalo
Lying in the cool mud of Time
Chewing the cud of my dreams
Over an earthy earth
Under the sunny sun.

Dreams are not my pastime,
But the essence of my existence
It is the food I take and ruminate
Over this earthy earth in the sunny sun
With my eyes half closed
Immersed in the heavenly slush

Call me a horned reverie
Immersed in a pool of colours
Slowly chewing the cud of time
Over the earthy earth.

I am not a tetrapod
Nor I have a bovine existence
I exist in colours and colours
And assimilate my Dreams.



 And as I go on ruminating
Up comes my violet dream
In grains and pellets
Down goes my indigo dream
Into the recess of my gullet
Followed by the blue, green and orange.
Dreams and dreams after dreams
Shuttle between my mouth and gut.

And up comes my dream glorious
As an explosion of the Red
Blinding all my other dreams
And persisting as an eternity
Through the lids of my closed eyes
Under the sunny sun








                                                 S  H  A  D  O  W  S



Did I hear a suppressed sigh
Breaking in the depth of a bosom ?

Did I hear a drop of tear
Breaking on the steps of time ?

Did I hear a hesitant knock
On the cold threshold of fate ?

Are the lights dim on the path ?
Are you going to suffer alone ?
What broke thy heart lone sufferer ?
Unkindness, Death, Desertion ?

Did I hear a dull resonance
Of a heartstring, strained and snapped?

Did I hear a suppressed sigh,
Dying in the depth of a bosom ?

Saturday, 29 September 2012




Versova

Hark !

The breakers break on the shores
The breeze wheezes on the palms
The hovering cry of sea-gulls
The dreamy smell of marshes
That is my sweet abode -
Versova.

The birds twitter and usher in the dawns
The magpies call from the ledges
The crabs crawl on the sunny sands
The corals decorate the embankments
The bivalves and conchlets plough the grit
The crow pecks in a lunch of dry fish
The sunset display of orange to scarlet
The figures of fishermen silhouetted at dusk
Leaning over their day’s haul
That is my sweet abode –
Versova.

The stars that twinkle and blink
The lamps that dip and blip in the sea
The distant drone of planes and
The soft lull of waves, I am home
                                                                      Versova.          



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Versova is one of the good places I happened to live in Bombay, near to the sea and inhabited by fisher-folk. The common sights and experiences of the place bring home much nostalgia.  Later I find out to my dismay, that the place has become overcrowded like any other Mumbai suburb